[kj] Open Letter to Jaz

[Lennonka]

I most certainly do not understand, I will speak about whatever I want,
whenever I want, to whomever I want, and I resent your tone! Pun intended.

Speak to me like a human, not like a corporation.

On Wed, 27 Oct 2021, 01:26 Lennonka, <lennonka at gmail.com> wrote:

> Beloved,
>
> I seem to be running out of options to contact you for a private
> conversation, so I'm assuming that you're okay with sending messages
> through friends.
>
> I believe no introductions are necessary. You know very well who I am,
> even when you don't mention me. I think it's healthy to keep a small amount
> of doubt, though, because as human beings we can err.
>
> What a magnificent wall you've built around yourself. What a magnificent
> masque. How does it serve you at this point? My masque is not serving me at
> all anymore.
> It's going to be harder and harder to maintain it anyway.
>
> By social norms, I should probably conclude that you don't want to talk to
> me, when I don't get a conventional response. But I refuse to believe that.
>
> If I'm mistaken, so what? You can just tell me off. Nothing happens,
> nobody loses. If I'm mistaken, I'd like to let go and move on with my life.
> I'm just crazy, who cares. It's okay.
>
> But if I'm right about your heart... Well, that is a different story.
> Let's start writing it. I want to meet you. I'm not running away this time.
>
> I love you, kitten. What are you going to do about it?
>
> I made my peace with any possibility. Even the middle way. In any case, I
> need to know where you stand. I'm not making the mistake again of deciding
> that for you.
>
> Thank you for your attention. I don't know what's going to happen or not.
> I don't know what to expect. However, it would be a very boring world if
> even Jaz Coleman was predictable.
>
> You seem to enjoy having events well documented, you hot nerd. As a
> technical writer, I approve!
>
> Well, this is me being true to myself and sticking with my own truth. Not
> completely irrational, not completely rational. Not completely discrete,
> not completely indiscrete.
>
> This is me, believing. Where's you, communicating? Please, help me build
> this bridge. And huge gratitude to all those Gatherers who have been
> helping.
>
> From the country of the heart of Europe, 27 October 2021, CET 1:26
>
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