[kj] Open Letter to Jaz

[Lennonka]

Beloved,

I seem to be running out of options to contact you for a private
conversation, so I'm assuming that you're okay with sending messages
through friends.

I believe no introductions are necessary. You know very well who I am, even
when you don't mention me. I think it's healthy to keep a small amount of
doubt, though, because as human beings we can err.

What a magnificent wall you've built around yourself. What a magnificent
masque. How does it serve you at this point? My masque is not serving me at
all anymore.
It's going to be harder and harder to maintain it anyway.

By social norms, I should probably conclude that you don't want to talk to
me, when I don't get a conventional response. But I refuse to believe that.

If I'm mistaken, so what? You can just tell me off. Nothing happens, nobody
loses. If I'm mistaken, I'd like to let go and move on with my life. I'm
just crazy, who cares. It's okay.

But if I'm right about your heart... Well, that is a different story. Let's
start writing it. I want to meet you. I'm not running away this time.

I love you, kitten. What are you going to do about it?

I made my peace with any possibility. Even the middle way. In any case, I
need to know where you stand. I'm not making the mistake again of deciding
that for you.

Thank you for your attention. I don't know what's going to happen or not. I
don't know what to expect. However, it would be a very boring world if even
Jaz Coleman was predictable.

You seem to enjoy having events well documented, you hot nerd. As a
technical writer, I approve!

Well, this is me being true to myself and sticking with my own truth. Not
completely irrational, not completely rational. Not completely discrete,
not completely indiscrete.

This is me, believing. Where's you, communicating? Please, help me build
this bridge. And huge gratitude to all those Gatherers who have been
helping.

>From the country of the heart of Europe, 27 October 2021, CET 1:26
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