[kj] PAUL RAVEN MEANT THE WORLD TO ME AND NOW HE IS UP IN THE STARS

[Lennonka]

I share your saddness, completely.
Let's stay strong.
Wiping away your tears.

Lennonka

2007/10/22, damon cook <soundmagick at gmail.com>:

> I am just trying to make sense of a life on this Earth with no more Raven. I

> found it an honour of the highest degree having been in communication with

> this Great Man over the past year or so,since I became active on the myspace

> madness and friended Paul back when he had a private myspace page and you

> had to know his last name to be his friend. Well,it blew my little mind when

> Paul started responding to my messages and my little isolated world shot

> open when he became Riotstar and i suddenly found myself in Seattle at my

> girlfriend's house hanging out with Raven on myspaceim and chatting with him

> on the phone. Raven gave me the courage in April to make a myspace for my

> band that's been in my head for years,I don't have any music recorded yet

> but Slipstream is our default theme song and Raven was right there the day

> after I made my APOTHEOSIZOR page,commenting and endorsing my efforts with

> his name. I was locked up in Seattle on Beltane for trying to be nice to

> this lawyerscum who was threatened by my leather jacket and called the cops

> and I ended up alone in a cell without my glasses for like 3 days but I had

> a visionquest in that cell and Raven was there fully in spirit and we did

> things in my mind together over the course of those 3 days that will go down

> in infamy! When I got transferred to the hospital after 3 days of worldwide

> psychic communication with the likes of Paul Raven and the local Hell's

> Angels cheering me on I really thought we had done it. I thought we had

> succeeded in our Piss Army plot of hijacking George Bush from his temporary

> hideout selling blood to tourists in the Space Needle and I told everyone

> what we had done,AND THOSE CRAZY DOCTORS CALLED THE SECRET SERVICE!!! It

> took me a while to process all that and get back to reality but Raven was

> always there and that brother UNDERSTOOD!!! He always had time for me when i

> would message him on the instant messenger,he would send me all these cool

> pictures and make me feel LIKE a ZILLION BUCKS. I would tell him"you

> rule,bro" and he would fucking tell me"NO,YOU RULE"...THE GUY WAS JUST ONE

> OF THE GREATEST GENTLEMEN I HAVE EVER KNOWN AND I WILL FOREVER CHERISH MY

> VIRTUAL TIME WITH HIM AND LAMENT THE FACT THAT THERE IS NEVER GOING TO BE A

> MEMORY OF PAUL RAVEN LIVE IN THE FLESH FOR ME. I WAS ALWAYS WORRIED ABOUT

> HIM BEING SAFE AND WOULD TELL HIM THAT,BUT HE WAS ALWAYS SAFE HE WOULD TELL

> ME AND SURE ENOUGH THE OLD GRIM REAPER FOUND HIM IN A CHAIR ASLEEP AND IT

> WAS HIS TIME...I KNOW I AM SMALL TIME AND I AM JUST GETTING MY WHOLE LIFE

> TOGETHER BUT I JUST WANTED TO TRY AND SHARE WITH YOU GATHERERS THE IMPACT

> THAT RAVEN MADE IN MY LIFE...HE IS MY BAND'S LEADER,OUR GRANDMASTER AND HE

> WILL CONTINUE TO BE SOMEHOW AS I STARE AT THE SLIDESHOW I MADE JUST TO KEEP

> ME COMPANY.

> THIS IS NEWS OF THE WORST SORT AND MY THOUGHTS AND HOPE GO OUT TO HIS FAMILY

> THAT HE LOVED SO MUCH AND ALL OF THOSE THAT HE TOUCHED WITH HIS

> BRILLIANCE...

> AND POOR IGGY WHO WILL ALWAYS WONDER WHERE THAT AWESOME DADDYWOLF WENT...

> i'm crying again now...time to go stare at the stars....

> daimon

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