[kj] [RE] OT~ sleep paralysis?

[Brendan]

No all of my counselling sessions were taken up by the more pressing issue
if my superiority complex.

In the end I had to come to the conclusion though that I would never find
a therapist as intelligent as me, or able to understand what it's like to
be trapped in such a handsome body.

I'm sure they could see it too, if they were as perceptive as me

;)


>

> have you had councelling for that brend? it would help to make you feel

> alot better deep down and to ensure that those exsperiences,or rather the

> emotions that are attached to them do not infringed on your adulthood in

> any way blighting it ;/> Date: Thu, 7 Feb 2008 12:19:54 +1300> From:

> bq at soundgardener.co.nz> To: gathering at misera.net> Subject: Re: [kj] [RE]

> OT~ sleep paralysis?> > I was about 12, so no I wasn't high, and I wanted

> to do my old man in> because he was violent and abusive towards most of

> the family. I wasn't> the only one thinking those thoughts I'm sure, quite

> natural under the> circumstances.> > >> > blimey brendan,you sound like

> one mixed up dude there-judging by your> > last post ;/> >> > next

> time,try thinking happy thoughts or passionate-sexy thoughts,then see> >

> what happens ;D)))> >> > !ps were you high btw b.4 you feel asleep ;)?> >>

> > pps i had a very strange dream 2 nights ago,still a bit in shock of it

> and> > when i am more calm,i will tell what happened,it was so

> strange--matrix> > like ;/ weird.........> Date: Thu, 7 Feb 2008 10:54:29

> +1300> From:> > bq at soundgardener.co.nz> To: gathering at misera.net> Subject:

> Re: [kj] [RE]> > OT~ sleep paralysis?> > Just remembered another similar

> instance...I was> > lying in bed, fervently> wishing death upon

> someone...imagining it,> > thinking about doing it,> wishing I had the

> opportunity to do it...I> > drifted off to sleep and was> woken by a

> sibilant voice whispering> > "Goodbye"> > Just a dream along the lines of

> what I had been thinking> > about before I> went to sleep. Obviously I

> wasn't in a very happy> > place...freaked me out a> bit at the time

> tho...I thought my evil thoughts> > had summoned something.> > > Creepy

> indeed! I've listen about that a lot,> > some friends have experienced> >

> the same, and everybody agrees that it's> > a very scary sensation. Here

> in> > Mexico most of the people talk about> > this as something

> paranormal, and> > here they use to name this> > sleep/dream paralysis as

> "Se te sube el> > muerto", something like "the> > dead climbs up to you"

> making reference to> > some kind of evil spirit> > momentarily possession

> or something like that,> > and actually many people> > believe that's

> true!! They go with "brujos"> > (sorcerers, witches, etc.)> > to ask for a

> cure!> > <br>A friend of mine claims he can even fall into> > this

> condition awake if> > he stays still staring at "nothing", you know,> >

> with no eye movement and no> > closing of eyelids, concentrating in> >

> nothing, just thinking blank... he> > has never prove this as he's very> >

> scared to try this voluntarily, so i> > assume it's true.> > <br>> >

> <br>I> > know that this is something like your body systems do not wake

> up> > all> > at once as usual (to say it in some way), and you are stuck

> in the> >> > middle between sleep and awake.> > <br>> > <br>Cheers> >

> <br>> >> > <br>Javier> > <br>mexcity> > <br>> > <br>> >> >

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> <b>Subject :> > </b>[kj] OT~ sleep paralysis?<br>> > <br> <b>Date :

> </b>Thu, 7 Feb 2008> > 08:28:54 +1300<br>> > <br> <b>From : </b>bongo> >

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> about all things Killing Joke (the> > band!)&quot;> >

> &lt;gathering at misera.net&gt;<br>> > <br><br>> > <br>anyone here ever had>

> > sleep paralysis??> > <br><br>this subject may have come up years ago,

> but> > there's a fresh new> > crop> > <br><br>of gatherers here now...> >>

> > <br><br>> > <br><br>it seemed to be more of a talking point/phenomenon

> 5> > or so years> > ago,> > <br><br>but with all the googling i done i

> still> > couldn't find a plausible> > <br><br>explanation for it...> >

> <br><br>> >> > <br><br>for those unaware of it, it was waking up, unable

> to move a> >> > muscle,> > <br><br>with a creepng noise/sensation that

> started at the feet> > and worked> > its> > <br><br>way up the body... the

> noise got louder the> > higher it got, with an> > <br><br>accompanying

> rise in fear, with the> > feeling that if it crept as> > high> >

> <br><br>as your head, it will> > surely mean death!> > <br><br>there were

> various explanations i read, but> > none seemed to account> > for> >

> <br><br>the noise/fear part of it...> >> > <br><br>> > <br><br>> >

> <br><br>> > <br><br>> > <br><br>> > <br><br>> >> > <br><br>> > <br><br>> >

> <br><br>--> > <br><br>> > <br><br>> > <br><br>"due> > to a lack of trained

> trumpeters, the end of the world has> > been> >> > <br><br>postponed

> indefinitely..."> >> >

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